it kind of makes me sad that everyone else is sad about highschool ending soon. they are sad that they will never see some people again or that they will be leaving all this behind. The part that makes me sad is that i don't feel any sadness about leaving it behind. i feel like i'm ready for the new life. i dont really have any attachment to any of my friends, well, at least not that much anyway. i don't feel like i'll feel anything after i leave. i'll just make new friends and in all probability forget these ones. this is the part that makes me sad.
the reason i don't feel this attachment though is because i've never really had any really good friends anywhere i went. no one that i actually stayed friends with after i left the school. i've gotten used to it. everytime i changed schools, which was too often, i just made new friends and forgot the old ones. the fact that i do this and the fact that it doesnt bother me to leave all these people behind is what saddens me. and these are great people too, if i could be friends with them for the rest of my life i probably would but the fact that i probably wont really doesnt bother me. in a way this scares me.
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