winter formal

It's kind of depressing how everyone has a date to winter formal and everything. or at least has someone they want to ask. right now the only person i want to ask i cant really becasue we broke up already. It's kind of killing me. I don't know if shed say yes even if i did ask her but im afraid to ask. not becasue im afraid of the rejection, that i can handle, mostly becasue im half expecting it, but im afraid that itll remind her or watever about the whole relationship and breakup and remind her that i still like her. i also dont want her to feel like going out with me again or anything, becasue frankly, she seems happier when im not around. she'd probly have a much better time at winter formal if i wasnt going with her. ahh fuck.