Thanksgiving!!

Thanksgiving is almost over, and i am so tired. i just watched "Lost in Translation". It was pretty good.

We didn't have turkey this year, not for any important reason but just becasue the turkey hadn't finished cooking in time. Dinner was OK, not the best meal ive ever had, and definately not the best thanksgiving meal i've ever had, but it wasn't bad.

I've never thought about what i was thankful for on thanksgiving before. I guess i never really realized what thanksgiving was all about. Now that i think of it, i am thankful for my brother, my mom, my sister, my dad, and my friends. These people and then all of the material things we have. Sometimes my dad doesn't seem like he likes me at all, and at times he tells me things like that he doesn't love me and doesn't think we can have a father son relationship anymore. It used to hurt me really bad but recently i've just been ignoring it. This is really sad actually, that i have gotten to the point where i just don't care about the thigns my dad says anymore. This bothers me a little bit but doesn't hurt nearly as much as back when i did care.

My mom has always been very nice to me and has always loved me and supported me. I am exteremely thankful for her.

Although me and my brother don't always get along i am still glad to have him. There are a lot of other kids out there who don't have any siblings and i wonder about how much lonelier their lives must be. Now that i think of it, i am really glad i have a brother, even though he can get annoying at times. Just imagine sitting at home on a holiday like thanksgiving and not having anyone at home except your parents. Especially if it was a big house. your parents would be busy with their own things and you would be all alone.

When i think of only children i think of Alle Hsu. I don't know why i think of her specifically but she just happens to be the first one to come to mind. She lives in this huge dark house. When i am in it it feels cold and gloomy. I don't know how she can live in that house all alone. There doesn't seem to be any warmth in that house, no matter where i look.

I am thankful for my sister becasuse she is my sister and she is just amazing. She is happy most of the time and she is so amazingly cute. If she is happy and not misbehaving she can be the most delightful person ever. She can make almost anyone happy if she wants to.

Okay, well thats my thanksgiving. happy thanksgiving to everyone.