more thots

i really miss going out with my ex. yeah, i talk about it alot, probably because that's what is on my mind most of the time. It still hurts and i'm not over it yet. it sucks.
Today someone i hadn't really talked to in 4 years came and talked to me and asked wats been goin on in my life the last for years. So we spent awhile catching up and we ended up talking about me and my ex, somehow she knew about it.

I feel a bit brain dead. I finished all my homeowrk but i'm still a bit stressed out. Thank goodness thanksgiving break is coming up.

ugh, i feel so brain dead and stressed out...

I've read some stuff written by other high school students in blogs on places like myspace and they are all so deep and heart wrenching. It seems like they all have so much anguish in their lives and like their lives are all so bad.

I've also read a few by this one friend of mine, and it seems like i mean so much to him. I can't really see me being that kinda person. I dont really see how i could mean much to anyone besides my family. It kind of confuses me.