I'm not over my ex yet. this is actually really bothering me. We've already agreed that it won't happen again, or rather she said that she wont do it again, (we've "gone out" 3 times so far) but i still have that hope that it will happen again, and maybe, just maybe, actually work. This is really sad becasue it's really botherin me soo much and it feels like it follows me through the day and affects me in everything that i do. I try not to show it and, personally, i think i've been doing a very good job of that recently. Also, when i do happen to show it, i just pass it off as a lack of sleep, which seems to work really well.
When we broke up she said that it wouldn't be any different, that there would just be the title of boyfriend and girlfriend missing. I'm still wondering what she meant by that because it is a lot different. It isn't like we were one of those couples that didnt ever talk. We actually talked a lot and i would hold her when we were together. We would hug and everything everytime we said goodbye too, even if it was just for a moment. It feels completely different now that we aren't going out. I really wonder what she meant by that.
(if anyone could give any insight into this, that would be really helpful actually).
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This depresses me... ;(
You should really find someone to confide in, or talk to a therapist.
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